Hey pal, I'm not dead (yet)! ;)
Busy days here, still thinking of changing job, but i'm alive anyway. Life in here is so stressful and I definitely want to escape. But what I realized is my lack of capability. Should learn a lot, should grow power to stop doing something whenever I want to.. For now I do not have such a power so I should keep my fire in.
Montreal! The plan is the only thing which make me excited. Cheer up Jay! You really want to find some motivation in there; to do that you should be in there in the end of June! ;)